Shiver my Spine

Will you shiver my Spine

And Drink my Wine

Even if it be Poison...

I will, have, and eventually Break

This Passion

And Fashion

You...

Tip Toe on my Center

Answers Bleed

Such a Mess...

This is wanting,

This is haunting,

For the need to make sense

Is optional...

Random Memory #1224

Down a hallway, within the porch, you and a "friend" giggle
As You peek around the corner and I instinctively catch your eye
The moment I saw you, I could see your innocence and purity
But I knew then as I do now, that I was everything your mother warned you about

Yet still your "friend" persisted we "conversate", for which I hesitated
Not for reasons of uninterested delight, but for reasons of not allowing my ways to destroy
"Fine" I mutter, and am directed to the porch.
Awkward silence and wide eyed expression fills your face as you look up at me
And a smile that broke my resolve, yet not my conviction

That smile is soon reversed, as I explain my situation and solutions

I leave you in a state of confusion and disbelief
Through the smoke and patron filled house, Your "friend" follows
She inquires about our interaction
And as I sit at the edge of my bed, I explain

Your "friend" seems relieved and excited at my explanation
For the next move was purely beyond the scope my intoxicated state
As we lock lips and I lay back upon my bed, "friend" on top
Innocence and purity soon enters the room
to find what I most definitely warned about in our earlier encounter

to be continued...

Random Memory # 384

As we sit silently on the bus going no where
Our silence is broken with your remark about my actions
You let out all your steam upon my ears

As my presence is too much, you pull the cord
off you go, and of course I chase

As that was your intention as I find out later

So here we are in the middle of no where
Your anger and my shivers

I never wanted to say goodbye
Circumstances pulled us apart
Yet somehow we always ended up on each others path

As you explained to me, that maybe there was a reason
"Did you ever think that maybe it was intentional?" you suggest
As your anger soon becomes obvious to me

Trying to embrace you, you take a swing
Surprise and Stunned, we both looked
Never have I had a bleeding nose, until that night

Again we sit in silence
Snow on my nose, we decide to pick a destination
my place is closer and you agree

Cold, wet and bloody
The alcohol soon wears off
You don my plaid
You burst into laughter while we lay together
in darkness

"I'm glad you find it funny" I whisper

to be continued...

Undefiled

The time we had together
was prohibited in the eyes of another
For you knew it and so did I
And that did nothing to stop
Our methods to create memories

Your laughter melted my mind
and filled it with a ringing sensation
Unlike anything heard, and tireless
Even now as I recall, it bursts loud and clear

As our time was short, I have to remind myself
That it was for the better
For if I am who I am, it would have ended in my usual ways
And for that, I will have those memories
pure...